Feeling Better

OK, so I'm over it from my last post. Haven't been back to work since though, because the company is cutting hours, but swears that they won't lay anybody off. Not sure if I have to work tomorrow though...hmmm, I'll find out tomorrow :)

Have a happy New Years!

Feeling Blegh

I had to take a day off today, because I came to the realization that I suck at my job. It's not particularly difficult, it's just the level of attention needed to fulfill the duties expected of me is something I am not capable of doing.

I've been there for about 5 months now, and there are still too many things I don't know, too many things that I tend to overlook.

This could be a case of me having way too high of expectations of myself, but I feel I should be doing better. It's just frustrating.

Of course part of me is saying:

I know I will, but right now, I'm not.

And I'm also sick.

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